curious.
it’s interesting how quick something can be set into motion. one tiny action, one simple statement, one easy act that gets ignored - anything can easily cause something that was so ‘perfectly’ built to crumble in an instant.
it’s no secret that I live in Hollywood, and I witness backstabbing and fake friendships on a day-to-day basis. I’ve fallen victim to it many times, and yet that still hasn’t made think I shouldn’t be a genuine, giving, honest person. More cautious, absolutely, but never anything to the point of being a ‘Hollywood girl.’
to think that one minute things are one way, and in the next your actions [or lack thereof] completely changed the course of them is fascinating. I wonder all the time, but how can people actually be ok with most of the decisions they make, when they affect each other so negatively? it blows my mind. because even though I’ve been taken advantage of, used, lied to, hurt, and not re-payed for much of the stuff I’ve done, something inside of me still believes in a goodness in people. all I want is for some people to prove me right.
